In a cold winternight

by Shadegrown

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1.	I am the Shadow Walker 04:10	lyrics	buy track
Midnight I offer thee my essence touch me with you cold breath embrace me with your darkness and lead me into Moonlight the moon he shines so bright tonight paralyzed by his beauty I stand and watch the wonder of daylight fading away And so I wander through the silence of the night and her embrace How can it be I walk alone through the darkness of this world am I always dying as the wind is crying is there someone to find I ask the voice in my mind am I always hiding as the light is fading I am the shadow walker no one ever saw my wicked face no one knows that I’m alive as I hide inside the shades I am the shadow walker my skin never kissed by the light no one cares if I should die as I wander through the night I am the shadow walker no one ever saw my wicked face no one cares if I should die ns I wander through the night… by moonlight Tell me goddess of the dark is there something in my heart I do not know, will never feel, will never be for real How can it be I walk alone through the darkness of this world am I always dying as the wind is crying is there someone to find I ask the voice in my mind am I always hiding as the light is fading I am the shadow walker no one ever saw my wicked face no one knows that I’m alive as I hide inside the shades I am the shadow walker my skin never kissed by the light no one cares if I should die as I wander through the night I am the shadow walker no one ever saw my wicked face no one cares if I should die as I wander through the night
2.	A dream of how all dies 04:32	lyrics	buy track
I tried so hard I ever tried, till I began to realize that our love was just a lie and bound to die You thought you would know me but you never knew, will never know, who I really am I must have gone too far but now it’s you who passed the line, no scars were ever cured by time Lay down to sleep and dream of me, dream of days gone by, dream of me and how all dies I should have seen it long before, long before you made it die, long before you walked away I should have known it long before, as I walk on through this night, as I long for no new day Will it ever be the same? Could I just put these feelings back to from where they come To be free from this constant agony Will you be there to hold my all the dark night long To see me part from thee eternally Might I just be the one who’s forever left alone Just except the voices in my head Would anybody care if tomorrow I was be gone I carried the burden much too long, now I’m done, the cold wind whispers a silent song Of love and hate, heaven and hell, a dying symphony and I feel death inside of me I should have seen it long before, long before you made it die, long before you walked away I should have known it long before, as I walk on through this night, as I long for no new day Will it ever fade away? Could I just put these feelings back to from where they come To be free from this constant agony Will you be there to hold my all the dark night long To see me part from thee eternally Might I just be the one who’s forever left alone Just except the voices in my head Would anybody care if tomorrow I was be gone Could I just put these feelings back to from where they come To be free from this constant agony Will you be there to hold my all the dark night long To see me part from thee eternally Might I just be the one who’s forever left alone Just except the voices in my head Would anybody care if tomorrow I was be gone
3.	I drown in shadows 04:29	lyrics	buy track
The ending of the day Takes my mind to further ways The coming of the night Makes me come alive But when you appear My heart fills up with fear And the tears in your eyes Make me want to die I drown in shadows, lost in time I found in darkness my pleasure Here in the arms of this cold night I lie I drown in shadows but I know my heart still stays with you Here all alone in this dark night I cry I try to hide from you But there is nothing I can do You haunt me in my mind And every night In my dreams you still appear And spread this certain fear I ever feel to you And still I do I drown in shadows, lost in time I found in darkness my pleasure Here in the arms of this cold night I lie I drown in shadows but I know my heart still stays with you Here all alone in this dark night I cry I drown in shadows, lost in time I found in darkness my pleasure Here in the comfort of a grave I lie I drown in shadows but I know my heart still stays with you Here all alone in deepest fog I rot away
4.	In a cold winternight 05:22	lyrics	buy track
As I wander through this damn icy cold My thoughts travel beyond my flesh I feel you, I smell you, I want you so close to me My soul cries for you in grief And I see you in the distance and I feel that you notice me The closer you get, I realize I’ll be dead The cold winds starts blowing and my mortal flesh starts dying The day covered by the wings that this icy night spreads In this cold winternight would you dare to hold me In the warmth of your arms, to protect the beast In this cold winternight I grant you my life As frost spreads it’s might, don’t let me, don’t let me die As I wander with you by my side My emotions on fire and I I hold you, I kiss you, I want you to marry me My heart cries for you in grief And all flowers that once blossomed now covered by snow The longer we walk the colder it grows A cold winds stars blowing and I feel that I’m dying The rivers stand still as my blood that once flowed In this cold winternight would you dare to hold me In the warmth of your arms, to protect the beast In this cold winternight I grant you my life As frost spreads it’s might, don’t let me, don’t let me die I resign, close my eyes, let me slip away and die Blue is my flesh as I take my last breath My wounds stopped to bleed and my veins stopped to feed My heart that once beat just for you I resign, close my eyes, let me slip away and die Blue is my flesh as I take my last breath My wounds stopped to bleed and my veins stopped to feed My heart that once beat just for you In this cold winternight would you dare to hold me In the warmth of your arms, to protect the beast In this cold winternight I grant you my life As frost spreads it’s might, please let me, I die

about

I (Andreas) started to work on this demo in the late 90s (98/99 I think). I wanted to record and form a metal band with heavy but also melodic parts, keyboards and male and female vocals. Kind of like the 90s Cradle of Filth but slower, more death/goth/doom metal influenced.
I started to write a few songs and recorded them all alone. I asked a friend of mine, if he wanted to sing the clean vocals for a track and he joined the band. After the recordings we asked a school colleague who played bass and he joined aswell.

This demo was recorded by:
Andreas P. (vocals/guitars/orchestration/bass),
Michael P. (vocals)

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released January 1, 2001

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Shadegrown Germany

Shadegrown, named after a song of the 1996 Sentenced Album "Down", started in the late 90s as a one man band project.
With each demo new people joined the band. After 2015 it basically became a one man band again.
Now, in 2021, I am working on new stuff with 2003's vocalist Julia. As soon as possible, we will start recording our vocals. Everything is a bit delayed due to Covid. ... more