89 days of winter

by Shadegrown

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1.
Angels call 01:05
instrumental
2.
The life leaves slowly the eye The last breath was taken just seconds ago The pain reduces to a minimum A minor ache remains hardly felt Strange voices they call Regret nothing at all Nothing at all Nothing at all Hell's demons they call Leave with nothing at all The last beat of my heart echoes in silence The cold white light approaches in the distance Hear Angels call As darkness falls The life leaves slowly the eye The last breath was taken just seconds ago The pain reduces to a minimum A minor ache remains hardly felt Strange voices they call Regret nothing at all Nothing at all Nothing at all Hell's demons they call Leave with nothing at all The last drop of blood runs through my veins A last thought of you and nothing remains Hear Demons call As darkness – darkness falls
3.
Who send us here? What God we suffer from? Whose Hell we have been bound to? Who's holding all the answers In secrecy kept safe? Hiding it so brave And while the sun begins to rise we walk out of the night A new dawn ahead as skies turn red We step out of the black night into the awesome light Away from all the suffering We step out of the black night into the awesome light Away from all that's ever been And so we go Warm feels the air On skin that’s been so cold Over all the years Bright seems the land In eyes long kept in dark As sunlight fills the heart And while the sun begins to rise we walk out of the night A new dawn ahead as skies turn red We step out of the black night into the awesome light Away from all the suffering We step out of the black night into the awesome light Away from all that's ever been And so we go
4.
And just for a second the whole world stood still As you for a lifetime turned your back on me And walked away Trying to refrain that the pain will remain A constant presence every day A last freezing touch that couldn't change much Was the last act so far before Love broke apart You left with countless memories Although you meant the world to me A last kiss for good as denying as it could Like a bullet through my heart love left some memories And surely many scars And with you the world turned dark The light that once shined, shined a last time and died Like I died in the warmth of your arms Swallow your sorrows and let them drown in your tears The light that once shined, shined a last time and died Like I died in the warmth of your arms Through the whole night I think of the things I will never regain The light shined and died and darkness remains The light shined and died and darkness remains You left with countless memories A constant presence every day A last kiss for good as denying as it could Was the last act so far before Love left with scars And without you the world drowns in heavy rain If only it could wash a way The pain that remains
5.
The night is dark The night is cold The night seems everlasting The sky is black Your heart feels dead Are you forever lost in... ...the darkness of the abyss The never ending storm The pain of all creation The twisted womb of Gehenna A taste of the sweet blood My love Fall forever more Into the dark Your heart is dark Your heart is cold I watch it crumble as it slowly turns to stone The world is black As you drop dead Gone and forever lost in... ...the darkness of the abyss The all surrounding storm The pain of all that's ever been The twisted womb of Hell A taste of the sweet blood My love Fall forever more A taste of the sweet blood My love Fall forever more Into the dark
6.
All I saw was a scene of a desperate life And pity told my heart to brake All I felt was a pain I will always retain And the scars will forever remain She was young and yet so dead And her eyes spoke al language of grief Left by God and the cross around her neck Stained a symbol of unfulfilled dreams All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands She left yet bereft of a physical death To a place where her tortures will be healed She knows where she goes she won’t be alone And no one will miss her or mourn Dry your tears little victim of life Clean your face, wash away every trace Walk right into the black shining light And leave to a never known place All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands All the sadness of the world flows through her empty veins All the sadness dies in her hands
7.
So long is the way to the oblivion Where they left us alone, cold So far is the distance to the end of the world Yours made of pure gold and ours of grey stone Yours made of pure gold and ours of grey stone The wind carries the breeze that will freeze the earth and all of its lands The golden sky fades into the blackest night Dark clouds assemble, nightmares arise Demons awake under a pale... moon Moonlight, my guide shine through the wildness Of the woods, majestic, where darkness arises We ride with the winds as the storm's to begin Through the lightness of day and the darkness of night With ravens aside to the end of our lives As the cold breath of winter reaches from behind And as the wind blows through the cold we reach the point of no return Where light softly fades And with all memories left behind we arise with the night As the stars start to shine Like Demons out of blazing hell we take our path Moonlight, my guide shine through the wildness Of the woods, majestic, where darkness arises We ride with the winds as the storm's to begin Through the lightness of day and the darkness of night With ravens aside to the end of our lives As the cold breath of winter reaches from behind Through the tortures of day and the silence of night The cold breath of winter reaches from behind With the stars in sight to the end of our lives The cold breath of winter reaches from behind Storm winds may blow, the further we go At the end of the day life ceases away
8.
Summer is gone and left with thousand memories Left me alone and I'll remain so for long The chill of winter on the horizon Paint the sky in grey as leaves turn red Autumn is here and welcomes with thousand agonies Grants me a home and I'll stay here a while The sun sets cold on the horizon Paint the sky in grey as leaves turn red And in this state of melancholy I watch the world's ground bleed The transition from summer to winter In short time will be complete And the pain a thousand memories Still haunt me while I sleep The pain of thousand memories Keeps torturing so deep Summer is gone and left with thousand memories Autumn is here and winter soon to come And in this state of melancholy I watch the world's ground bleed The transition from summer to winter In short time will be complete And the pain a thousand memories Still haunt me while I sleep The pain of thousand memories Keeps torturing so deep
9.
instrumental
10.
The great arrival of the storm The sun has set The day dead The black of night reborn The creepy-crawly of the night The moon above The stars in love The world in dismal light Tenderly gathers the mist around the ground Embraces traceless everything without a sound And through the dark is born a melody Sung by a descendant of the stars And with it's song we fall in love And with it's song we fall in love Note by note, tone by tone We fall deeper into it's song A serenade divine The angelic voice of the night A choir of darkness aside Composer of life And through the dark is born a melody Sung by a descendant of the stars And with it's song we fall in love And with it's song we fall in love
11.
I see all clouds are passing by And cover every light The rainy days been washed away As winter comes its way I feel the air is getting cold And the sky emits the first flakes of snow Soon everything is in white Enlightening the night The days are shorter The nights stay longer The eerie moon bedights the pale gray sky The frozen crystals illuminate the winter countryside Hide from the sky o eclipsed sun The days are shorter Shine under the the presence of the moon The nights stay longer The frozen land completely under snow As far the eyes can see everything is cold Hide from the sky o eclipsed sun The days are shorter Shine under the the presence of the moon The nights stay longer And through the never ending snow-path of this winter world We walk hand in hand, side by side And any distance, every storm we face with opened eyes Though the land is cold, we are alive Hide from the sky o eclipsed sun Shine under the the presence of the moon And through the never ending snow-path of this winter world We walk hand in hand, side by side And any distance, every storm we face with opened eyes Though the land is cold, we are alive
12.
The icy cold begins to itch As the betrayed heart once more been stabbed by love Everything is cold... Everything is cold... ...and dark are the days as if night All that we ever felt inside left behind to die 89 cold days of winter Blackest sky of 89 nights 2136 hours of darkness Though the ground shines bright 89 cold days of winter Blackest sky of 89 nights 2136 hours of darkness Though the ground shines... Tangled she falls into my arms As she whispers words of endless love the chilling air unfolds and Everything is cold... Everything is cold... ...and dark are the days as if night All that we ever felt inside left behind to die (Everything is) Cold and dark are the days as if night All that we ever felt inside left behind to die 89 cold days of winter Blackest sky of 89 nights 2136 hours of darkness Though the ground shines bright 89 cold days of winter Blackest sky of 89 nights
13.
Displaced 03:53
Stay in tears, stay aside Stay around and I'll stay all night Love does hurt, I do not Love's absurd as I divert I saw you falling from the sky I saw a thousand of yours die Stay in tears, stay aside Stay around and I'll stay all night I'll wake you up, coddle you up Erase your thoughts of a loving god I saw you dropping from the sky I heard a thousand of yours cry Hold me close Warm my inner cold and let me Free my soul Free my mind from the betrayer god God displaced your presence from the sky Love keeps me here safe by your side God displaced your presence from the sky Love keeps me here safe by your side All through the night... I saw you falling from the sky I saw a thousand of yours die Hold me close Warm my inner cold and let me Free my soul Free my mind from the betrayer... Hold me close (I'll hold you close) Warm my inner cold and let me Free my soul (Free your soul) Free my mind from the betrayer god God displaced your presence from the sky Love keeps me here safe by your side God displaced your presence from the sky Love keeps me here safe by your side All through the night...
14.
Never said 03:32
The sweetest of moments Go by just like seconds In the darkest of all hours Life seems slow In the coldest of our moments Your lips are like freezing In the night side of day Love seems to fade I still hear the things that you never said Echoing inside my head Just another day I still hear the things that you never said Echoing inside my head Just another day I still hear the things that you never said Echoing inside my head Just another day
15.
In sorrow 04:48
On the white mountain skyline I stand alone I breathe the cold air Passed the dark winter season On my own Left my heart back there And through the mist there's a fire burning bright catching my eyes And all they see is you, all they always search for is you Since you passed away, since you left me here, alone On the white mountain skyline I stand alone I breathe the cold air The wind still whispers Your name up here In sorrow The light that once was I Vanished and slowly died Carried off this world and never to return The last tears hit the snow So long ago and froze As memories remain Oh destiny what brought you upon me? Oh destiny what brought you upon me?
16.
The memories won't fade away Torturing inside every minute That passes on so slowly since your gone All said and done Pain remains The aching of a bleeding heart is All that stays the same It always ends the same Listen to the The saddest song That reminds us of the tortures we've been Carrying on Through the years so cold and still we Walk along The shattered dreams that lie besides The broken parts Of the road we have to walk alone Until we're dead and gone The tragedies won't fade away Calling from the inside every day That leaves us lonely in the mass of broken hearts All said and done Pain remains The aching of a bleeding heart is All that stays the same It always ends the same And so we sing The saddest song... The saddest song That reminds us of the tortures we've been Carrying on Through the years so cold and still we Walk along The shattered dreams that lie besides The broken parts Of the road we have to walk alone Until we're dead and gone

about

This was a tough one! This demo was finished somewhere in 2015 but the work on it started years before. After "Sculptured Angels" a lot changed, bandmembers went to study and to work, we tried out different music styles and it took a while until we decided to finally make Shadegrown a complete band. But that wasn't as easy. In my head this band had to be formed by two guitar players, a bass, a drummer, female vocals and a keyboarder (plus backing tracks for orchestration). In the years from when the first song was written (to give the musical direction of the band) we had three different singers, three guitar players (last one left the band before the recordings) and tried at least six different drummers that didn't fit (so drumcomputer again). In the end we decided to record all songs and then put the band on a pause.

This demo was recorded by:
Andreas P. (vocals/guitars/orchestration),
Andrew B. (bass),
Andrew F. (keyboards and piano)
Saskia M. (vocals)

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released January 1, 2015

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Shadegrown Germany

Shadegrown, named after a song of the 1996 Sentenced Album Down, started in the late 90s as a one man band project.
With each demo new people joined the band. After 2015 it basically became a one man band again.
Currently I am working on rerecordings of the first four demos. Unreleased stuff from 2016 also exists. After that new material will follow!
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