Tender Breath

by Shadegrown

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instrumental
2.
As day and night unite as one I walk towards the sinking sun Dark clouds are growing in the sky Raindrops are growing in your eyes You are of tears and misery And still with me And all the raindrops fall on me For I’m the center of your grief You cry and in your tears I weep Though my cries are never seen And all your thoughts are in my mind I try so hard to make them mine But all your memories are of pain So here I stand and watch the rain I hide myself inside myself My body builds a weakly shell My spirit lost inside the dark My presence lost inside your heart You are alone in agony And still with me And all the raindrops fall on me For I’m the center of your grief You cry and in your tears I weep Though my cries are never seen And all your thoughts are in my mind I try so hard to make them mine But all your memories are of pain So here I stand and watch the rain
3.
Washed away 04:09
As I wander through the floating landscape Green grass now white as winters pride I see the misty distance waiting For my poor soul, for my wasted life I spend my days in loneliness Only with you on my empty mind My cries turn to silent screams now And my heart pounds for its last time And as I kill myself I kill you, too All the memories flown away as if washed away by rain I lose you now as I lose my life My heart breaks finally free and you will never be a part of me again Hold me just a last time In the second of decay you speak to me But now it’s time to leave Goodbye in grief And as I kill myself I kill you, too All the memories flown away as if washed away by rain I lose you now as I lose my life My heart breaks finally free and you will never be a part of me again And as I kill myself I kill you, too I lose you now as I lose my life
4.
Someday 03:50
I saw you in my dreams Provoking bestial fantasies Awaking bitter misery I taste life as a tragedy If I cannot find you my treasure My life’s gonna lose its essence You are my pain and my pleasure I am your appliance Hate, pulse, desire and pain Leave me alone, I am still waiting I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine Love is like the noose That comes closer around my neck Drown my hope for you in booze But never ever get you back Hate, pulse, desire and pain Leave me alone, I am still waiting I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul I know that someday will be the time When you are mine
5.
She looks through her empty room again There’s nothing left to take away She now knows her life means nothing to the God she believes Why can’t she stop to cry She can’t believe what she can’t see Nothing left that could make her life worth living She knows her life means nothing to the God she believed She turns away, fades away What’s it I heard her once say What’s it I heard her once say Everything has got to change in this wicked world Look around and you’ll understand Why she cannot stop to cry What’s it I heard her once say What’s it I heard her once say Everyone has got to die in this wicked world Look around and you’ll understand Why she cannot stop to cry No one is there to fill her inner emptiness Her face defaced by tears of misery Why did she lose all that she gained for In this world of Christian filth Now she just wants to die and she closes her eyes for a last time The noose breaks her neck and she dies alone
6.
I never felt this strange these days, since you are away Never felt this emptiness before You disappeared Will I hold you again, could I love you once more Will I ever be a part of our embrace Could I turn this time back, could I still make you sad Could I still steal a smile off your face I hope you still miss me, as I miss you I wish I could kiss you, do wish it, too Haunt me again on the edge of a new day I go to the grave where our dead love lies Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart And I cry as the night’s stars arrive I never felt so cold these nights, since you are away Never ever thought that you would ever leave To leave me in grief Will I hold you again, could I love you once more Will I ever feel the warmth of our embrace Could I turn this times off or watch from above See you going down on this lost love I hope you still miss me, as I miss you I wish I could kiss you, do wish it, too So haunt me again on the edge of a new day I go to the grave where our dead love lies Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart And I cry as the night’s stars (arrive) Haunt me again on the edge of a new day I go to the grave where our dead love lies I wish it was over but I can’t resist So I sigh as the day lost its light I die as I lose you my life And cry as the night’s stars arrive So haunt me again on the edge of a new day I go to the grave where our dead love lies Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart And I cry as the night’s stars arrive
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instrumental
8.
I enter the day as the light is away I hear voices though there are none Lost in darkness, wherever I am You are gone I look up to the sky, where the night’s stars appear I see shadows though there are none Thinking of you I regret all I’ve done I’m alone And as stormclouds eclipse the moon I keep on thinking of days gone by If those feeling will torture till death Maybe it’s time to die With my blood I now water the ground My spirit weeps as my mortal flesh bleeds Burning in flames of my own hell Paralyzed I see her once again I see her once again As the cold wind caresses my neck My dying soul reborn as nightgrown And all the stars falling from the sky I capture to lay them in your eyes I lay them in your eyes, I lay them in your eyes And as the light enters the day I pray to God though there is none My reborn soul in the shades I am home And as stormclouds eclipse the moon I rise above the highest hills And though there is none I condemn the son of the by man created God
9.
After all 05:40
After all the years Of a wasted life Saw sorrows come And memories die Don’t know how to explain What to feel inside After all the moments Of dead cold silence Could just hear my heart beat Beating for no one Don’t know how to say What I felt inside No one could save me at that time No one could kill my thoughts to die The candlelight Took my mind on a journey So far away Inside my brain Now I should know What to feel inside No one can save me tonight I am ready to die After all After all I saw After all After all I felt After all After all I saw After all After all I felt After all After all, after all that I saw After all After all, after all that I saw After all, after all that I saw After all, after all that I saw I die

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The second demo was a first try of forming a real band with more bandmembers. With female and male vocals we tried to get in the direction the band always had in mind. Sadly the songs don't really fit into the whole music concept this band has.


This demo was recorded by:
Andreas P. (guitars/orchestration/additional vocals),
Andrew B. (bass),
Michael P. (vocals)
B.B. (vocals)

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released January 1, 2002

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Shadegrown Germany

Shadegrown, named after a song of the 1996 Sentenced Album Down, started in the late 90s as a one man band project.
With each demo new people joined the band. After 2015 it basically became a one man band again.
Currently I am working on rerecordings of the first four demos. Unreleased stuff from 2016 also exists. After that new material will follow!
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