Tender Breath

by Shadegrown

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The second demo was a first try of forming a real band with more bandmembers. With female and male vocals we tried to get in the direction the band always had in mind. Sadly the songs don't really fit into the whole music concept this band has.


This demo was recorded by:
Andreas P. (guitars/orchestration/additional vocals),
Andrew B. (bass),
Michael P. (vocals)
B.B. (vocals)

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released January 1, 2002

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Shadegrown Germany

Shadegrown, named after a song of the 1996 Sentenced Album Down, started in the late 90s as a one man band project.
With each demo new people joined the band. After 2015 it basically became a one man band again.
Currently I am working on rerecordings of the first four demos. Unreleased stuff from 2016 also exists. After that new material will follow!
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Track Name: Haunting again
instrumental
Track Name: Centre of your grief
As day and night unite as one
I walk towards the sinking sun
Dark clouds are growing in the sky
Raindrops are growing in your eyes

You are of tears and misery
And still with me

And all the raindrops fall on me
For I’m the center of your grief
You cry and in your tears I weep
Though my cries are never seen
And all your thoughts are in my mind
I try so hard to make them mine
But all your memories are of pain
So here I stand and watch the rain

I hide myself inside myself
My body builds a weakly shell
My spirit lost inside the dark
My presence lost inside your heart

You are alone in agony
And still with me

And all the raindrops fall on me
For I’m the center of your grief
You cry and in your tears I weep
Though my cries are never seen
And all your thoughts are in my mind
I try so hard to make them mine
But all your memories are of pain
So here I stand and watch the rain
Track Name: Washed away
As I wander through the floating landscape
Green grass now white as winters pride
I see the misty distance waiting
For my poor soul, for my wasted life
I spend my days in loneliness
Only with you on my empty mind
My cries turn to silent screams now
And my heart pounds for its last time

And as I kill myself I kill you, too
All the memories flown away as if washed away by rain
I lose you now as I lose my life
My heart breaks finally free and you will never be a part of me again

Hold me just a last time

In the second of decay you speak to me
But now it’s time to leave
Goodbye in grief

And as I kill myself I kill you, too
All the memories flown away as if washed away by rain
I lose you now as I lose my life
My heart breaks finally free and you will never be a part of me again
And as I kill myself I kill you, too
I lose you now as I lose my life
Track Name: Someday
I saw you in my dreams
Provoking bestial fantasies
Awaking bitter misery
I taste life as a tragedy

If I cannot find you my treasure
My life’s gonna lose its essence
You are my pain and my pleasure
I am your appliance

Hate, pulse, desire and pain
Leave me alone, I am still waiting

I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine
I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine

Love is like the noose
That comes closer around my neck
Drown my hope for you in booze
But never ever get you back

Hate, pulse, desire and pain
Leave me alone, I am still waiting

I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine
I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine
I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine
I yearn for the circumstances, breaking my heart, torturing my soul
I know that someday will be the time
When you are mine
Track Name: Antichrist's lullaby
She looks through her empty room again
There’s nothing left to take away
She now knows her life means nothing to the God she believes
Why can’t she stop to cry

She can’t believe what she can’t see
Nothing left that could make her life worth living
She knows her life means nothing to the God she believed
She turns away, fades away

What’s it I heard her once say
What’s it I heard her once say
Everything has got to change in this wicked world
Look around and you’ll understand
Why she cannot stop to cry

What’s it I heard her once say
What’s it I heard her once say
Everyone has got to die in this wicked world
Look around and you’ll understand
Why she cannot stop to cry

No one is there to fill her inner emptiness
Her face defaced by tears of misery
Why did she lose all that she gained for
In this world of Christian filth
Now she just wants to die and she closes her eyes for a last time
The noose breaks her neck and she dies alone
Track Name: Haunt me again
I never felt this strange these days, since you are away
Never felt this emptiness before
You disappeared

Will I hold you again, could I love you once more
Will I ever be a part of our embrace
Could I turn this time back, could I still make you sad
Could I still steal a smile off your face

I hope you still miss me, as I miss you
I wish I could kiss you, do wish it, too

Haunt me again on the edge of a new day
I go to the grave where our dead love lies
Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart
And I cry as the night’s stars arrive

I never felt so cold these nights, since you are away
Never ever thought that you would ever leave
To leave me in grief

Will I hold you again, could I love you once more
Will I ever feel the warmth of our embrace
Could I turn this times off or watch from above
See you going down on this lost love

I hope you still miss me, as I miss you
I wish I could kiss you, do wish it, too

So haunt me again on the edge of a new day
I go to the grave where our dead love lies
Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart
And I cry as the night’s stars (arrive)

Haunt me again on the edge of a new day
I go to the grave where our dead love lies
I wish it was over but I can’t resist
So I sigh as the day lost its light
I die as I lose you my life
And cry as the night’s stars arrive
So haunt me again on the edge of a new day
I go to the grave where our dead love lies
Life’s bitter tears I still taste with my heart
And I cry as the night’s stars arrive
Track Name: I lay to rest
instrumental
Track Name: When the night's stars appear
I enter the day as the light is away
I hear voices though there are none
Lost in darkness, wherever I am
You are gone
I look up to the sky, where the night’s stars appear
I see shadows though there are none
Thinking of you I regret all I’ve done
I’m alone

And as stormclouds eclipse the moon
I keep on thinking of days gone by
If those feeling will torture till death
Maybe it’s time to die

With my blood I now water the ground
My spirit weeps as my mortal flesh bleeds
Burning in flames of my own hell
Paralyzed I see her once again
I see her once again
As the cold wind caresses my neck
My dying soul reborn as nightgrown
And all the stars falling from the sky
I capture to lay them in your eyes
I lay them in your eyes, I lay them in your eyes

And as the light enters the day
I pray to God though there is none
My reborn soul in the shades
I am home

And as stormclouds eclipse the moon
I rise above the highest hills
And though there is none
I condemn the son of the by man created God
Track Name: After all
After all the years
Of a wasted life
Saw sorrows come
And memories die
Don’t know how to explain
What to feel inside
After all the moments
Of dead cold silence
Could just hear my heart beat
Beating for no one
Don’t know how to say
What I felt inside

No one could save me at that time
No one could kill my thoughts to die

The candlelight
Took my mind on a journey
So far away
Inside my brain
Now I should know
What to feel inside

No one can save me tonight
I am ready to die

After all
After all I saw
After all
After all I felt
After all
After all I saw
After all
After all I felt

After all
After all, after all that I saw
After all
After all, after all that I saw
After all, after all that I saw
After all, after all that I saw
I die

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